An Open Letter to my Future Husband – Wondering…

Hello Love. I have been thinking a lot about you. I wonder if I have bumped you in the busy city of Beijing, passed you by the recent race I joined, or saw you in queue in the grocery store. I wonder if I have seen you before or you are someone I already knew or may be someone I am suppose to meet sooner or later. If you are someone I have yet to meet, I wonder where I will see you: will we be introduced or will I meet you by chance. Will you ask for my name, or will I ask yours?


I have a song while I wait for you my love. It’s a song from Ally McBeal’s TV Series a few years back. This song “I Know Him By Heart” is for you. My favorite lyrics are below:

Am I living in an illusion?
Wanting something I can’t see 
If I compromise, I’d be living lies 
Pretending love’s not meant to be 
‘Cause I know my heart’s worth saving 
And I know that he’ll be waiting 
So I’ll hold on and I’ll stay strong ’till then 

‘Cause I know he’s out there somewhere 
Just beyond my reach 
Though I’ve never really touched him 
Or ever heard him speak 
Though we’ve never been together 
We’ve never been apart

No we’ve never met 
Haven’t found him yet 
But I know him by heart

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